Monday, August 10, 2009

Ugh

Today seems so daunting. All I can do is sigh. I have so many questions running through my mind. I MUST find the answers. I MUST.
Often times I wish I could just live life without keeping a tight reign on my thoughts and emotions. I wonder what would happen if I left them unchecked? I just have to push forward though. Going backwards would only be worse.

5 comments:

Sheltielady said...

Jamie, you have got to be one of the most complex persons I have ever met. You are amazing! Yet you seem to doubt yourself a lot. Don't forget that while we are here to better ourselves - we are not expected to do so all at once. Neither are we expected to improve every part of our lives at once. In truth we are not expected to be perfect...just to be heading in the right direction. You are doing a beautiful job. You lead and give a wonderful example for the rest of us. I respect and admire you! Be happy - no - be joyful! As the Prophet has said "Find Joy in the journey"
Love, Mom

kenna said...

I love you.

Straight up.

Mike said...

Don't give up, babe! You can find the answer to any question in the world if you're persistent and REALLY want to know.

Like that time I discovered cold fusion, remember? It was sweet, but I'm still trying to figure out how it is that Twinkies are made without being baked. That one has haunted our civilization for centuries...

Anonymous said...

Ben has been reading a book (that I've kinda started but waiting for him to finish) called "Believing Christ" I don't remember who it's by but Ben said that it has totally changed his perspective on life...anyways...I don't know if you've read it or not but maybe it would help?!

Sheltielady said...

True, I love that book. We need not only to believe IN Christ, we need to BELIEVE Him - Believe that HE WILL DO everything He says. It makes everything else much easier.

Hey Jamie - Did I ever tell you that you are inspiring tome?